making connections 27.11.
I haven’t done much work lately..or much of anything really. I sit around watching tv and eating rubbish because I just don’t want to do anything. I’ve been sleeping in every day, and I’m constantly tired. It’s not that I’m unhappy or don’t like my work. It’s just so unbelievably lonely and boring here. Nothing happens where I live, and I have noone to talk to.
I make friends really easily, but then don’t actually make any real connections. I’ve always been fine to take a back seat and listen to everyone else’s “problems” and “feelings”. Talking about myself just makes me vunerable, in my mind anyway…but that has blown up in my face, and I’m realising that maybe I need to start opening up and making the effort to connect to people…
In other news, next saturday I’m going to (Ice) Skate at Somerset House DJ Night with my housemates! Should be wicked wicked.
-F